things are going good
I'm not sure where to start. I'm sorry I haven't been around much. But school has been keeping me busy this semester and when I'm not in class or doing homework I'm usually with Tommy so it's been hard for me to find time to post.
Things are still good with Tommy and I. I really didn't think it would last this long, but now I don't see it ending any time soon. Things are different with him. While there's a lot of lust, there's also a lot more to our relationship. I don't feel like I have to go down on him all the time to keep his attention like I often do with other guys. But that doesn't stop me from going down on him all the time.
And it's not just blowjobs. Last weekend, we had sex for the first time. And it felt good both emotionally and physically.
But this is our first weekend apart. He had to go home for something and I'm stuck here working on a paper for one of my classes.
Other than that not much to tell. No exciting blow job stories. It's been pretty simple behind doors, in the bedroom kind of stuff.
My only complaint, well it really isn't a complaint. But I want him to give me a facial. It's like the only thing we haven't done. It would turn me on so much for him to do that but I don't know what he would think of me.
I think I'm happy for once
So, things have calmed down a little since Sunday night. We've fooled around a lot, kissing, making out, feeling but nothing really below the belt. It's kinda weird considering where my mouth was Sunday night. But at the same time I think he settled a lot of tension between us. And maybe I don't have to go down on him every five minutes to keep the relationship going. I'm really happy with him right now. I feel really comfortable with him.
Satisfying our urges
So I finally went down on him all the way and it was during the Superbowl. We went to his friend's dorm again to watch the game. I like football but I'm not really a big fan so I was getting pretty bored and pretty much resorted to drinking to keep myself entertained.
It was sometime in the second half when I had a little bit more than a buzz going when I went from rubbing his leg to sneaking my hand into his jeans. Twice he tried to remove my hand but there was no way anyone else at the party could see what was going because of where were seated. He grew very hard in my hands. I whispered that I wanted to taste his cock and I think I changed him. He's been pretty hesitant, laid back as far as sexual things between us. But as soon as I whispered that into his ear, he became the aggressor.
We went into the hallway and he attacked me. Pushed me up against the wall, kissing me, feeling my breasts, feeling between my legs. I felt his cock press up against my waist. He wanted me to go down on him right in the hallway. There was no one around, but we were about five feet away from the open door to his friends dorm room. And I just imagined a timeout being called and everyone from all the rooms rushing to the bathroom.
Instead we went to a stairwell. From past experience I knew it would be a private place, everyone takes the elevators but I didn't waste any time once the stairwell door closed. I dropped to my knees. He undid his pants and I pulled out his rock hard cock. Believe it or not I was a little nervous. But as soon as I had him in my mouth everything felt right. Both emotionally and physically.
It wasn't the best blowjob I've given. It was a little sloppy but it didn't take long for me to make him cum. His cum filled my mouth, and it tasted amazing.
We went back to the part and acted like nothing had happened. Except for now he held me a lot tighter.
I still haven't done it
I don't know where to start - so much is going on but at the same time nothing has happened yet. Things have gotten really hot but I haven't gone down on him. We've fooled around a lot - but so far we've kept his cock out of my mouth. And I'm not exactly sure what I'm waiting for. At first I think it was to see if he really liked me. And now that I know he really likes me, I'm not sure what I'm waiting for. I don't know. And I really don't know what else to say about it. We'll just see what happens I guess.
