A preview of what's to cum
Things have been going pretty much too ways with Tommy. Even though, I've only known him for a few weeks, it feels like we're getting pretty serious. We're officially boyfriend/girlfriend now. It's been a while since I've been officially dating someone. And I could see myself being with him for a long time. Physically though things had pretty much calmed down after the attempted blowjob. We had calmed down. We've still been making out or fooling around almost every night but it's been above the waist. But last night, I couldn't wait anymore. We were in his room, fooling around. Slowly our shirts started to come off, then my bra. A lot of guys no matter how many times they've seen my breasts or touched them act like they've never seen tits before. Not Tommy, I'm not sure how to put it but he acts like he's been there before but at the same time it feels like he's excited to be there. The way nibbles, licks and sucks just felt so good. At one point, I felt a hand leave my breasts and go to the waist of my jeans. He waited for me to stop him then undid my zipper and slowly slid his fingers between my legs. I've had more than my fair share of guys finger me but this just felt different. It felt really natural, it felt really good. His fingers felt really good rubbing me, going inside of me. And he hit a certain spots that just made me moan. With his help, I took off his jeans and underwear. It's been a while, since I've given a true handjob, most of the time they start as handjobs but end up as blowjobs, but this time my hands did all the work. He kept fingering me and is caressed his cock, it got to be pretty intense. Things went into automatic mood and didn't stop until he exploded. And wow, he exploded. There was a lot of cum, all over my stomach and panties. I got a taste of his cum, I licked it off my fingers and hand. It was better tasting than I expected. And, I think it was just as intense as sex, or any blowjob I've given. I'm hoping tonight is the night when I can finally show him how good of a blowjob I can give.
Always keep your phone on ring
Sorry I haven't updated...It's kind of hard when I'm spending so much time with Tommy. Not that it's a bad thing. Friday night we had a movie night. I really don't remember what movie it was. Wait, I do it was Doodgeball but I don't think we paid any attention to it. We spent most of the movie making out. I came very close to going down on him. We were in bed, I was on top of him. The only thing he had on was his jeans and I could feel him through the denim fabric. I started kissing his neck, then shoulders, chest, stomach. I opened up his jeans and pulled down his boxers. But then he ruined it. He told me he had condoms in his dresser drawer. I was ready to go down on him but I'm not ready to have sex with him and that kind of ruined my mood. Instead we ended talking for a while before we went to sleep. And he says he understands that I don't want to have sex but I don't know. Saturday night we got totally wasted together at a party. Of course the alcohol made me really horny and after a few drinks goigng down on him or even having sex with him seemed like a good idea but by the time we got back to my room all I wanted to do was passout. And this afternoon we were in bed again - just hanging out watching football. I guess I like football but after a while I was bored and just wanted to make out. Well it got pretty intense again. His jeans and boxers end up halfway off. He's so hard, I'm massaging his cock with my hand. And I put him in mouth. He tasted so good. And I was giving him head for about a minute, just really getting into when I heard my door. We had just enough time for him to get his pants back on and pretend like we were watching TV before my roommate unlocked the door and came in. She had gone home for the weekend and said she wouldn't be back until late Sunday. And it's a good thing me and Tommy we're quick, right behind her was her parents. Later, she said she had tried calling to warn me but I had turned the ringer off on my cellphone. So, I guess technically I gave him a blowjob but I'm really looking forward to a time when I can make him cum.
The innocence is gone
Before tonight, we've just been kissing and for the most part they've just been short kisses to say hello or good bye or things like that. It's been kind of awkward. Tonight, we definitely stepped it up a notch. He came over after his evening tonight. I didn't really expect much to happen because my roommate was there but she's so awesome. I didn't even have to say anything, she disappeared as soon as Tommy got there. She even was really slick about it. I wouldn't say there was any pressure because we were alone but there was a feeling like we had to do something. And it was kind of awkward at first. We were just sitting on my bed, barely talking until he finally kissed me. And at first even our kissing was awkward which is really odd for me. Things started out slow, sitting up and holding each other and kissing. It was very romantic. Then we laid down next to each other. And things got a lot hotter. He held me close, my legs wrapped around his. His hands massaging my legs, my arms, my side. His hands moved closer and closer to my tits and when I didn't stop him he started to feel them. It was all above the clothes but it's right then that it felt like the relationship lost it's innocence (in a good way). I felt the lust turn on. I felt horny and I was ready for more. But we saved that for another night. I'm really looking forward to tomorrow night. Or maybe this weekend. I think things are going to happen.
First day of classes
Today was the first day of classes and so far besides the obvious reasons it sucks. I have a great scheule on Tuesdays and Thursday all of my classes are in the afternoon so I have the rest of the day free. Tommy has classes early in the morning, has the afternoon free and then has a three hour long evening class. So besides hanging out at dinner, I haven't seen him much today. And now, he's busy doing homework. What teacher gives homework on the first day. It took me about ten minutes to do all of mine tonight. He said, he would call me when he was done with his and that was an hour ago.
My favorite blowjob photos/galleries
So, I was reading thru my old comments and was reminded that I was supposed to post some of my favorite blowjob photos/galleries. Here's a few that were in my favorites.  Here's Cum On Candi. I think we have a lot in common - our love of cock and our love cum. She's more into the cum facials than I am but still I like her pictures a lot. I'm always coming across galleries from Amateur Facials. Both the guys and girls look like they're having so much fun.  And I wouldn't mind joining in on the fun here.  But I really don't spend too much time looking at porn photos. I'd much rather read a hot erotic story but I don't find too many I like. Most of the time they're from the man's POV and I've read a couple that are really good. But most of the time I run across stories that sound more like a guy bragging to his friends. I'd rather read about it from a women's POV. I love reading about how good a cock feels sliding thru a pair lips. How good a cock tastes. ETC.... I've read a couple really hot stories that were almost as good as giving a blowjob. If I run across anymore galleries that I really like I'll post them.
Answers to Raintheory's Questions
Anyhow, you should post the places you've given head. And also what your favorite bj positions are. Either kneeling. Standing (yes you can suck cock standing up). Sitting on a couch and just leaning forward. 69. Etc.Beyond the obvious like my bedroom, my house, his house etc...Backseat of a car, passenger seat of the car. Parked in a busy mall parking lot. Parked in a fast food parking lot. School parking lot. College parking lot where I got caught. Inside a half built house. Inside the boy's lockeroom at school. Movie theater more than once. At a swimming pool that wasn't at my house. Outdoors at a public park more than once. Hotel stairway. That's most of them that I can think of right now, at least the interesting places. I think my favorite blowjob position is on my knees in front of him, either him standing up on or sitting down. The angle usually works really for me and it's pretty comfortable for me. I also like the way it makes me feel like I'm there to pleasure him.
More than just a kiss
First - the update on my life. Well, we finally kissed. But it was just a kiss, no making out or anything else but I think it's made me more happy than I've been in a while. He came over tonight to watch a movie, the movie was really bad. Really boring but his kiss wasn't. At some point we were joking around how bad the movie was than I noticed him looking at me. And when I looked at him he kissed me. It wasn't a long kiss but it was long enough for me to tell he's a good kisser. We kissed again a couple of times during the movie, than once more when he was leaving for the night. It was a long kiss and enough to turn me on. It gave me something to look forward to. It's funny that a few small kisses can make me so happy.
No blowjob, not even a kiss
We spent almost all of last night together again. We did more than a little bit of drinking again last night. We hung out at his friends dorm, it was more of a get together than a party but it was still a lot of fun. I expected Tommy's friend to be a guy, the way Tommy talked but it was definitely a girl. And at first when I met her I thought she liked Tommy but I was wrong and she turned out to be really cool. I ended up getting pretty drunk. Drunk enough by the time we left I don't think I would've made it home without him escorting me. I remember wanting to try to find more parties in other dorms but he got me safely to my bed. When we got back to room, there was a point when he was sitting on my bed, and I was standing in front of him. I had the urge to drop down to me knees, I know he wouldn't stop me but I just felt like it might ruin whatever we have going. I so can't wait to suck his cock but it just doesn't feel right yet. Two nights ago, we just slept in the same bed which is pretty hard to do because my bed is pretty narrow. But last night, we ended up cuddling with his arms around me. But it was all way too innocent. We had all our clothes on again. His hand rested on my stomach. I remember hoping he would grope me. We didn't even kiss. So I'm almost one hundred percent sure he likes me. And I'm beginning to like him more and more. But at the same time I feel like we might end up being just friends. Which, definitely wouldn't be acceptable.
Kegstands and sorority parties
So last night, I had a little too much to drink. In fact, I think I'm still a little hungover. Tommy and I went to the sorority party, it was a lot of fun. There was way too many kegs for the amount of people there. I was pretty good at first, drinking pretty slowly as I talked to him and a few other people I knew there. But, then one of the girl's who I'm friends with that's in the sorority invited me and Tommy to play flip cups. She needed someone to complete her team. If you don't know what flip cups is, it's a drinking game, where you have to quickly drink a shot of beer then flip your cup over on to the table and make it stay face down. And it wouldn't have been too bad but our team kept winning so we didn't stop playing for more rounds than I can count. I wasn't out of control drunk but I did let a guy from one of my classes last semester do a body shot off my stomach. And I did a keg stand and I really didn't care that my tank top was really low cut and a lot of guys probably got a really good view. Tommy was pretty drunk too, he was slurring his words a lot and I couldn't stop laughing about it. At some point, we left the party and stumbled back to our dorm. He came back to my room with me. I thought I was in luck, my roommate wasn't there and we climbed into my bed. But before anything could happen, I was asleep. I woke up and felt him next to me, but I was kind of disappointed all of my clothes were still on. I was too hungover to do anything when I woke up. And my roommate was sleeping across the room anyways. I slept most of the day away, but he just stopped by earlier. A friend of his is having a dorm party tonight. Maybe, my luck will change.
So far so good - I think.
So we spent a good part of the day together but nothing happened. There were a few times when he could've kissed me but didn't make the move. After I showed him campus, and we ate dinner, we went back to my room and watched a movie. My roommate was gone but nothing happened. I think he likes me - he flirts with me a lot and makes me think he likes me but I'm not sure. And I don't know what is it about him but he makes me so nervous. Normally, I'd just ask a guy if he likes me. Or I might just go down on him. So, I'm thinking he's either hiding something from me like he has a girlfriend. Or he's going to turn out to be something very special. I know I just met him but I could see myself getting serious with him. We'll see what happens I guess, tomorrow night I'm going to a sorority party and I'm taking him with me.
A new guy
I'm back at school. And so far things are great. Literally within an hour of being back I meet a guy. I'm walking thru the lobby of my dorm to get my mail and there he is. We smiled at each other, and he introduced himself to me. We ended up talking for a while - I basically found out his whole lifestory - he just graduated from a community college so he's a couple years older than me but not like the age difference between me and Al. And he seems to be really into his classes. But at the same time - he wanted to know about the night life. He seems really good to me and it doesn't hurt that he's really cute. I don't want to jinx it but I think my chances are pretty good. Since, he's a transfer student from a communinty college and knows only a few people on campus. Tonight, I ended up eating dinner with him and tomorrow I'm showing him around campus. I just have a really good feeling about him.
I'm moody
I'm kinda in a funk right now. I'm really bored. I'm not at all horny. Tonight, at work anything my manager that would've normally made me laugh, annoyed me. In the last twenty-four hours I've seemed to lose all interest in him. And I don't think it's anything he did. And, I can't blame it on being that time of the month either. I don't know I just feel out of it. Right now, I can't wait to go back to school later this week. I can't wait to get away from my boss. I guess, I really didn't think this thing through with him. Right now, going back to school seems to be the only way to get away from him without losing my job. Not that leaving really solves anything. I'll have to find a new job when I get back. But the funny part is, I still like him. I just don't want to be around him right now. Or anyone right now. I'd like a few minutes of peace - during normal waking hours. When someone wasn't calling me. Or one of my friends didn't want me to go along with them to the mall because they couldn't go by myself. Anyways, I think I feel better already.
The females and males views on Blowjobs
Not much going on here - Last night, I hung out with him but nothing besides kissing happened. Tonight, I work with him then we're going hang out some more. I'm pretty bored right now so I just thought I would post these blowjob jokes that one of my friends forwarded to me. Blowjob Etiquette (by a female)1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, don't tell me I've just "wrecked it" for you. 11. Leaving me in bed while you go play video games immediately afterwards is highly inadvisable if you would like my behavior to be repeated in the future. 12. If you like how we do it, it's probably best not to speculate about the origins of our talent. Just enjoy the moment and be happy that we're good at it. See also rule #2 about gratitude. 13. No, it doesn't particularly taste good. And I don't care about the protein content. 14. No, I will NOT do it while you watch TV. 15. When you hear your friends complain about how they don't get blow jobs often enough, keep your mouth shut. It is inappropriate to either sympathize or brag. 16. Just because "it's awake" when you get up does not mean I have to "kiss it good morning". A Man's thoughts on Fellatio aka Rebuttal Etiquette (by a male)1. First of all, yes you're obligated to do it. If you don't, we will find someone (younger, prettier and dirtier) who will. 2. Second, swallowing a teaspoon full of cream is a hell of a lot easier than licking a dead fish. 3. You want to talk about farting? Does the word "queef" mean anything to you? 4. I will use your ears as I see fit. don't worry about it and be thankful I'm not pulling your hair. 5. When you're on your period, stuffing something in your mouth is the only way to stop you from bitching and moaning. Suck it up! 6. Speaking of which, if you are bleeding for five straight days, you need all the fluids you can get. trust me. 7. You bitch about the taste, but trust me when I tell you that we get the short end of the stick in flavor country. 8. At least there is no danger of a dick bleeding in your mouth. 9. Play with the balls. 10. No matter how good you think you are at it, we've had better. 11. Caress the ass, too. We like that! 12. Make hay when the sun shines. it's "wide awake" in the morning now, but when you get old & fat and looking for some action, I gah-ron-tee it'll be "sound asleep". 13. If you swallow, then you don't have to worry about getting any on your face, now will you?
For record, I am a cocksucker.
For record, I am a cocksucker. I think everyone already knew it, but no matter what you want to call it I love sucking cock. And tonight, I reafirmed my devotion to cock. Tonight, he was supposed to work but right after the dinner rush he called me to say he was getting out early. Went and saw Fun with Dick And Jane - but we really didn't watch much of it. It started off pretty innocent, we were in the last row but the theater was semi crowded and there was another couple at the other end of the asile so we tried keep things calm. Just some kissing and holding off and on. We'd stop and watch the movie than get bored and start making out again. Me being me, I pushed the limits. One of my hands found its way thru his zipper and into his pants. He was already erect but as I massaged him he got really hard. My hands were hidden but when I leaned further over there was no hiding what I was doing. I didn't care if anyone saw us. His cock felt so good between my lips. It wasn't the greatest blowjob, in fact it was pretty sloppy every couple of times, I'd stop and look around but he enjoyed it. After the movie when he was driving me home, I told him how nervous I was. That's when he told me the other couple in the aisle was doing things just as bad as we were. So, I don't know where this thing is going. I don't know if can go anywhere. He's my boss and he's techinically not even allowed to be seen with me outside of work. And in a couple of weeks I go back to school. But, I do know I have a lot of fun with him. And we both had a lot of fun tonight. And maybe I should be more serious about these things but I just can't right now. And I know I go from guy to guy and I'm sure when I'm more mature things will change but for right now I like how things are going.
The story of my first blowjob and more answers
Here's some answers to Zeuche's questions that he left in the comments of my blog: My first blowjob probably was not as exciting as people would think it was. I know it was kind of a let down for me. I didn't start like giving blowjobs right away. I had been seeing a guy for about six months. As far as high school relationships go, it was getting pretty serious. We would hang out at his house, almost every afternoon watching movies, watching tv and of course fooling around. But so far it had just been a few intense make out sessions with nothing more than his hands going up my shirt a dozen times, and a couple of really hot times of him grinding his cock against me thru our clothes. Looking back on what I've done since then it all seemed pretty innocent. And believe it or not, I used to be pretty innocent. But one of my friends who had done a lot more with guys told me about giving blowjobs. I was kind of curious and the next afternoon that I spent with my boyfriend I went down on him. It was really awkward. His cock felt really weird in my mouth. The blowjob was really sloppy and I think I may have bit on him a few times. I was so nervous I made myself sick. And when I put his cock all the way into my mouth I began to gag and choke. I had no idea what I was doing but I did eventually make him cum. And his cum was a big surprise. I knew guys came, but I really didn't know what to expect. When it started shooting into my mouth, I thought I was going to puke. And the taste didn't help much. I ended up going down on him a few more times, with better results but I wouldn't say I got the hang of it until I was dating another guy. I was dating this guy for about a year, started giving him head pretty early in the relationship and got a lot of practice doing it. That's when I think I started getting good at giving head. I started to develop a technique and really started to enjoy going down. -- I don't really consider myself a cocksucker, I mean I am one of course - but it's a not a word I use a lot so it doesn't pop into my mind that often. When I'm giving a really good blowjob, the guy is really into it - I've told him to call me a slut, or cum slut. That can really turn me on sometimes. I've been video tapped giving head. The guy I was seeing this last summer, had a camera phone and tapped the last part of a blowjob I gave. I watched it, and watching me turned me on but I deleted it. I'm worried the wrong person or people would see it. And, I'll try to post more about what it's like to give a bj but right now I can't seem to phrase it right. So, I'll come back to that question sometime when I'm not so tired. Feel free to ask anymore question - I've enjoyed answering them. That goes for everyone too. I'll answer ever question I can except about difficult relationships - I don't seem to be an expert in that department...yet.
No sex tonight, not even oral
I went out with my boss from work tonight - we had fun. We didn't go to the movies instead we went shopping then to a restaurant. A lot of guys are a pain to go shopping with. Not him, he was pretty easy to shop with. He didn't complain when I took a while in stores etc. At the restaurant we had a lot of fun making fun of the servers and what not. And it was kind of odd being together in a restaurant and not having to work. After dinner we did spend a little time making out, it got hot but nothing happened beyond a lot of kissing and a little bit of feeling. I was good and somehow managed to control my mouth this time. However, I don't know if I'll be able to next time. That's about it for tonight. I'm tired and I have to get up early. Way too early.
Last week...
Sorry I haven't updated for a while but I've been kinda busy. So here's the quick recap of what happened last week. I broke up with Al and gave him back the necklace. There were a lot of reasons why but I just wasn't feeling comfortable with him. I wasn't having fun anymore. And Raintheory and Geoffrey, who commented after my last entry got me thinking. The next day we got back together again. He gave me the necklace again. I gave him head again. We slept together again but then I remembered why I broke up with him in the first place. When I left I knew I wasn't ever going back to his place again. This time it was over for real. I called the cop - but I don't think that's going to go anywhere. New Years Eve, I was supposed to go to wild hotel party and get wasted. Instead, I was stuck at work. Which wasn't too bad because my favorite boss was there. We spent more time flirting than working. At midnight he kissed me. Which, really surprised me because I don't think he wanted anyone knowing about us. I got to leave before him so he walked me to my car. We kissed again. We held each other for a little while and it felt "nice." He asked me to go to the "movies or something with him." I think we're going to hang out Monday since it's the only night when we both don't have to work. So that's the short version of my week. We'll see what happens this week.
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