I need more than one cock to satisfy me
Sometimes I think there's something wrong with me - like I think I'm trying to sabotage my relationship with Tommy. I mean I really like him, I feel closer to him than I ever have to any boyfriend and I see myself being with him for a long time but at the same time I worry all the time that he'll suddenly decide to end it. I expect him to find someone else. So, I keep my eyes open for someone else just in case. Maybe flirting a little too much. Maybe giving the wrong guys the wrong signs.Tonight, I was at this guys apartment, we're working on a group project for our English class. Maybe we shouldn't have had a couple beers. Maybe, I shouldn't have worn such a revealing shirt. But after a couple of hours of studying Kerouac, we're on his bed. I'm horny and I think so is he. The door was shut, and we were sitting on his bed. He looks at me, I look at him and we smile. We kissed, I had a chance to pull back and thought about it but I kept kissing him.
Things progressed quickly, I'm laying on my back and he's above me. He kisses me, he fondles my chest. I think I must be wearing a sign that says slut but I don't want him to stop. My shirt comes off, my bra comes off. His mouth tease my nipples. His hand slips into my jeans, under my panties and inside of me.
And I can't stop myself any longer. I climb on top of him. His jeans come off, then his cock peeks out of his boxers. I wrapped my lips around it. Swallowing his entire cock into my mouth. I look up at him and he moans. It's not long before my lips are sliding up and down his cock as quick as I can. His cock is solid. The tip rock hard. I can't get enough of it between my lips.
And then he cums. I swallow all of it as I'm brought back to reality. I just cheated on my boyfriend - and I feel guilty about it but I don't feel bad about it. I lay down on the bed next to the guy. He wraps his arms around me. I tell him, that I have a boyfriend. I tell him that it won't happen again. He seems to understand until I tell him I want to suck his cock again another night.
He's not the first guy I've cheated on - but I really thought Tommy was something special. Something special enough to keep me from cheating. Not that I can blame anyone besides myself. I guess the right thing would be to break up with him but I don't see that happening.
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bianca im sure ur a great girl and all and this is nothing against u but u might as well end ur relationship with tommy. i cant think of any nicer way of saying it. instead of sucking some other guy off. what if what ur thinking that tommy is doing is all part of your insecurities? confront your boyfriend like a real girlfriend would do. don't cheat. it makes shit worse.
I agree tell Tommy the truth, if he can't handle it, there are thousands of guys dying to go out with you.
Break up with him?? Tell him?? Tell him what....that you just gave a guy head and he fingered you and you enjoyed it??? What do you think his reaction will be?? You have NOT married, there is no vow shared. Yes you are in a relationship but your in your early 20's, your in college and your finding your way and finding out who you are. You did this because you wanted to, its something you love doing, pleasing men with your mouth pleases you so why should you not do this with whomever you choose??? I see no need to share this Tommy at this point in your relationship and life and the key to not telling him comes from your own post...."you dont feel bad"...good you should not, live your life its all to short. I rant a bit on my blog about this....keep making yourself happy...that is what your supposed to do at your age.
Not here to give advice, but I'm enjoying the stories.
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