The story of my first blowjob and more answers

Here's some answers to Zeuche's questions that he left in the comments of my blog:

My first blowjob probably was not as exciting as people would think it was. I know it was kind of a let down for me. I didn't start like giving blowjobs right away.

I had been seeing a guy for about six months. As far as high school relationships go, it was getting pretty serious. We would hang out at his house, almost every afternoon watching movies, watching tv and of course fooling around. But so far it had just been a few intense make out sessions with nothing more than his hands going up my shirt a dozen times, and a couple of really hot times of him grinding his cock against me thru our clothes. Looking back on what I've done since then it all seemed pretty innocent.

And believe it or not, I used to be pretty innocent. But one of my friends who had done a lot more with guys told me about giving blowjobs. I was kind of curious and the next afternoon that I spent with my boyfriend I went down on him.

It was really awkward. His cock felt really weird in my mouth. The blowjob was really sloppy and I think I may have bit on him a few times. I was so nervous I made myself sick. And when I put his cock all the way into my mouth I began to gag and choke. I had no idea what I was doing but I did eventually make him cum. And his cum was a big surprise. I knew guys came, but I really didn't know what to expect. When it started shooting into my mouth, I thought I was going to puke. And the taste didn't help much.

I ended up going down on him a few more times, with better results but I wouldn't say I got the hang of it until I was dating another guy. I was dating this guy for about a year, started giving him head pretty early in the relationship and got a lot of practice doing it. That's when I think I started getting good at giving head. I started to develop a technique and really started to enjoy going down.

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I don't really consider myself a cocksucker, I mean I am one of course - but it's a not a word I use a lot so it doesn't pop into my mind that often.

When I'm giving a really good blowjob, the guy is really into it - I've told him to call me a slut, or cum slut. That can really turn me on sometimes.

I've been video tapped giving head. The guy I was seeing this last summer, had a camera phone and tapped the last part of a blowjob I gave. I watched it, and watching me turned me on but I deleted it. I'm worried the wrong person or people would see it.

And, I'll try to post more about what it's like to give a bj but right now I can't seem to phrase it right. So, I'll come back to that question sometime when I'm not so tired.

Feel free to ask anymore question - I've enjoyed answering them. That goes for everyone too. I'll answer ever question I can except about difficult relationships - I don't seem to be an expert in that department...yet.

posted by Bianca @ 11:10 PM