No blowjob, not even a kiss

We spent almost all of last night together again. We did more than a little bit of drinking again last night. We hung out at his friends dorm, it was more of a get together than a party but it was still a lot of fun. I expected Tommy's friend to be a guy, the way Tommy talked but it was definitely a girl. And at first when I met her I thought she liked Tommy but I was wrong and she turned out to be really cool.

I ended up getting pretty drunk. Drunk enough by the time we left I don't think I would've made it home without him escorting me. I remember wanting to try to find more parties in other dorms but he got me safely to my bed.

When we got back to room, there was a point when he was sitting on my bed, and I was standing in front of him. I had the urge to drop down to me knees, I know he wouldn't stop me but I just felt like it might ruin whatever we have going. I so can't wait to suck his cock but it just doesn't feel right yet.

Two nights ago, we just slept in the same bed which is pretty hard to do because my bed is pretty narrow. But last night, we ended up cuddling with his arms around me. But it was all way too innocent. We had all our clothes on again. His hand rested on my stomach. I remember hoping he would grope me. We didn't even kiss.

So I'm almost one hundred percent sure he likes me. And I'm beginning to like him more and more. But at the same time I feel like we might end up being just friends. Which, definitely wouldn't be acceptable.

posted by Bianca @ 11:22 PM