The innocence is gone

Before tonight, we've just been kissing and for the most part they've just been short kisses to say hello or good bye or things like that. It's been kind of awkward. Tonight, we definitely stepped it up a notch.

He came over after his evening tonight. I didn't really expect much to happen because my roommate was there but she's so awesome. I didn't even have to say anything, she disappeared as soon as Tommy got there. She even was really slick about it.

I wouldn't say there was any pressure because we were alone but there was a feeling like we had to do something. And it was kind of awkward at first. We were just sitting on my bed, barely talking until he finally kissed me. And at first even our kissing was awkward which is really odd for me.

Things started out slow, sitting up and holding each other and kissing. It was very romantic. Then we laid down next to each other. And things got a lot hotter. He held me close, my legs wrapped around his. His hands massaging my legs, my arms, my side. His hands moved closer and closer to my tits and when I didn't stop him he started to feel them. It was all above the clothes but it's right then that it felt like the relationship lost it's innocence (in a good way). I felt the lust turn on. I felt horny and I was ready for more. But we saved that for another night.

I'm really looking forward to tomorrow night. Or maybe this weekend. I think things are going to happen.

posted by Bianca @ 11:50 PM