I'm moody
I'm kinda in a funk right now. I'm really bored. I'm not at all horny. Tonight, at work anything my manager that would've normally made me laugh, annoyed me. In the last twenty-four hours I've seemed to lose all interest in him. And I don't think it's anything he did. And, I can't blame it on being that time of the month either. I don't know I just feel out of it.Right now, I can't wait to go back to school later this week. I can't wait to get away from my boss. I guess, I really didn't think this thing through with him. Right now, going back to school seems to be the only way to get away from him without losing my job. Not that leaving really solves anything. I'll have to find a new job when I get back.
But the funny part is, I still like him. I just don't want to be around him right now. Or anyone right now. I'd like a few minutes of peace - during normal waking hours. When someone wasn't calling me. Or one of my friends didn't want me to go along with them to the mall because they couldn't go by myself.
Anyways, I think I feel better already.
3 Comments:
Hi Bianca, haven't been around for a few days - sorry to hear you've been a little down. I'd love to be able to communicate with you directly but that's probably impossible. My girlfriend came down this weekend. I'm moving so she had to take the cat - I can't have him in my new place. Anyway we were in bed, making-out and everything, and I got the sudden urge to go down on her. Sometimes I can't believe how much I like using my tongue and finger(s) at the same time - I know it really gets her off and it's gotten other girlfriends off as well so I know I'm good at it. Anyway she didn't come right away so I slowed down, took my time. I know not to suck really hard on the clit but sometimes I find myself doing this in spite of myself. But I stopped right away and did it really soft, not like a guy at all but like a woman eats pussy, you know? Anyway I made her come in my mouth twice, the second time she really got off big-time. I'd eat her more often but she doesn't always shower and that's kind of a turn-off. Still haven't acted on giving my first blowjob - I'm not sure it it's just a passing thing or if I really want to do it. I appreciated your answering my questions about your first blowjob. Can I ask you something else, Bianca? What about swallowing? Are you really into swallowing or do you just do it to please the guy? Sometimes it seems like you like it and sometimes you don't seem all that crazy about it - I think it depends on your mood when you're writing. I've noticed when you're in a really good mood the writing is sooooo hot, but when you're a little down it shows. When you're depressed I kind of get depressed for you because you're really sweet. Love - Zueche
Bianca, I wanted to ask you something else. This girl I semi-know told me she thinks it's really wild when two hot guys are in bed together. She said if I ever decide to act on my fantasy to please let her come over and watch the two of us. I said he'd have to be unbelievably hot for me to blow him so she said do you want me to find someone for you. My question is do you think it's hot when two really good-looking, built guys are in bed together - or do you find it a turn-off? Does it turn you off that I write to you about sucking cock and do you think I'm weird for wanting to know what it's like? Just wondering. Have a great week if I don't hear from you. I'll be home this weekend if you want to call. You have my number, right? Wish I could give it to you here but who knows who'd get it and what they'd do. Love - zueche
Sounds like your boss is a really good guy but I think you're like I am - you get bored and restless pretty easily. So I hope you're back in school soon and I hope this doesn't mean you'll be writing less. It sucks when I come here and you've only written one entry because I love the way you write and the things you write about. Also, what about that post about the guy who took pics of you going down on an ice cream cone. Is there anywhere I could see these? I'd pay more than a million, in fact, I'd send you a money order to transfer from my bank with return receipt requested.
Love.
-zueche
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