A little fun right now
Well, it's a definite - Claire and her boyfriend are going to be visitng me this weekend. I'm not exactly sure what is going to happen but I hope it's fun.
As far as Jason, things are pretty indefinite. We're definetly not boyfriend/girlfriend but there's something going on. Last night, we were just talking and the subject of "where is this going" came up. We never really made a definite answer other than we don't want to be boyfriend girlfriend. It works out for him because he can have all the oral sex he wants without the hassle. Which sounds kind of slutty I guess but I really don't want to be in a relationship right now. And this is going to sound really bad but there's way too many hot guys here to be tied down to just one. I don't want to go out one night, meet a hot guy and not be able to go home with him because I have a boyfriend. Or at least feel guilty about it. It's not that I want to get with every guy I see (well for the most part I do but that's not my point) I just want to have a little fun right now.
So, anyways. Hopefully, I'll have some more adventures to tell after this weekend.
Downtime Between Classes
I have a little bit of downtime between classes right now. Usually, I sleep today I'm a little to loaded on coffee.
The weekend was pretty quiet except Saturday night. I went out to a party at one of my friend's apartment. I was pretty drunk, but not drunk enough to do anything wild. I could've gone to bed with two guys from the party but I didn't know how far things would've gone. I was more than willing to go down on both of them but not so sure I wanted to sleep with them. I should rephrase that...I definetly wanted to sleep with them but knew it would be something I might regret in the morning...no matter how good the sex with. So instead of getting in to bed with them, they walked me home and that was the end of that.
I don't know if you remember my friend Claire from home, but she may or may not be coming up here next weekend with her boyfriend. It could definetly be a very exciting weekend if she does.
Other than that...not much going on. Jason is back from his trip home but nothing has really happened between us.
So....
Things have kind of calmed down here...nothing to exciting to report. Good news is that I didn't make the school paper. Bad news is that's Friday night and I'm sitting in my dorm room alone...well things could be worse but it would be nice to have a guy here with me. The guy I'm sort of seeing went home for the weekend because it's his grandmother's birthday or something. Since our night together in the car we've been kind of holding back...we've made out just nothing more. Other than that one of my friends keeps calling me to tell me I should be out at some soroity party because there's a lot of cute guys there. If I wasn't dressed for bed I'd think about heading over there. That's about it.
Caught Again
Well, I got caught again...I thought I learned my lesson the first time...turns out I didn't.
I was in the backseat making out with Jason...who's Jason you ask...another guy from a couple of my classes but I think he falls into more of the friend category..at least he was until Saturday night. Saturday I went to a little get together at his apartment... and never left. Nothing really happened beyond kissing that night.
Back to the story...tonight I went out with him for dinner...nothing like a date just two hungry people.
Afterwards he drove me back to my apartment, we sat in the car talking for a while. Talking of course turns into making out...and when he moved to take of my shirt I didn't stop him. The parking lot was pretty dark and pretty quiet.
I went down on him and he was getting pretty close when their was a knock on the window. I have no idea how long he was standing there and how much of a show he got. But what I got was a ticket. It was a campus cop so the ticket is like ten dollars...and I'll just mail it in...it was embarrassing enough getting caught...dont want to go into court and try to explain that one. I am worried about it being in the police blotter in the school newspaper...that would be kind of funny...in the bad way.
I told my roommate she doesn't think it will make the blotter...she thought it was really funny.
It's kind of weird but it was definitely a turn on. I'm not saying I want to get caught again but it did make my panties wet.
Single Again
ha...bet you thought...she's gone she lost interest in the blog..nope sorry I'm still here. You'll never be able to stop me...LOL...I have way too much free time sometimes.
The bad news is my little fling is over. Which kind of sucks because we still have two more weeks until our project is done. And even after it's done I have to seem him every other day in class. I just hopes he looks at me and realizes he fucked up...he could've been getting a blowjob every night.
So what happened? Last Friday night, we were hanging out in my room watching a movie...well we weren't actually watching the movie but there was one on. I was going down on him again. After he came, we were just lying in bed next to each other talking. He brought up sex. I like sex...no cross that out...I love sex but I don't sleep with a guy after just a few weeks. It's more like months or in one case a year. Now, a blowjob is a different story.
But anyways, he kept pushing it. And I finally pushed him out of my life...or as far away as I could. Which kind of sucks, we had a lot of fun together.
Not exactly a blowjob related post
We hung out again tonight for a short time before my evening class. But it was just a tease, there wasn't enough time or privacy to do anything more than simple kisisng. Which isn't a bad thing but I wanted to do more. The next time I get to see him is in the morning we have class together. I feel like a stalker counting the minutes to I see him again.
The funny part is I don't know where this is going. Is it going to be just a fling...or is it going to turn into a relationship. Either way I'm going to enjoy it while I can.
Not exactly a blowjob related post but hey it's my blog...lol.
A very nice weekend
Sorry I haven't posted for a while...the weekend was out of control and last night I was too busy doing homework.
And since I haven't updated since last week a lot has happened.
Thursday night I did get together with Alex to work on our "project." We met at one of the coffee shops in town but instead of doing any class work, we worked on flirting.
Afterwards he walked me back to my dorm. Before I went in we ended up kissing. He held me in his arms and it was romantic and all that crap but all I wanted to do was take him back to my room and rip off his pants.
But I didn't. For some odd reason, I thought I should try to control myself. Plus the fact that my roommate was home was the real reason I didn't take him back to the room.
However, things on Friday night were a little bit different. I met him at a keg party at his friend's house. I had a couple drinks, I was far from drunk but I was feeling a little buzzed. And I was feeling really out of control horny. Talking to him was great but I wanted to do more. In the most subtle way that I could I asked if he wanted to go some place private. We snuck into a dark bedroom.
I think he was a little surprised about how agressive I was. I pushed him on to the bed and climbed on top of him. I think I was even surprised how aggresive I was. But I was on automatic and couldn't stop.
We kissed and made out for a while, I wasn't sure how far I wanted it to go. Then I felt his hard cock grow from beneath his jeans. I unzipped his pants and pulled his cock out. It felt so good in my hands.
It felt better a few minutes later when it was between my lips. It felt so good to have a cock in my mouth again. It turned me on so much.
After he came, we went back downstairs to the party. No one had an idea what we did.
Saturday night, my roomate stayed over at her boyfriend's apartment and I had Alex come over to keep my company.
We spent the entire night in bed. We didn't waste anytime, didn't pretend we were there for other reasons. We went straight to making out. My shirt came off, then my bra. It still amazes me how much guys are fasicnated with my breasts. I enjoy having them played with, teased and I loved it when my nipples are licked but after a while I want to move on. But if that was the only bad part of the night I can't complain I guess.
I gave him head again. Not once but twice. He told me I gave the best blowjobs he'd ever gotten, which was kind of an ego boost.
It was kind of weird having him sleep over. I don't know if I like sleeping with boys. I woke up the next morning wtih a stiff neck and sore back from the way I slept in the bed. I'm hoping it's something I'll get used to.
Sunday I was kind of disapointed, I didn't get to see him. And last night I was too busy doing the homework, I should've been doing earlier that weekend.
I can't wait to see him again outside of class.
What's he getting into...
He wasn't in class today. I felt my hurt crush. And I just wanted to go back to sleep but then earlier this evening he called. He said he called to find out what he missed in class. We talked for a while, I think about a half hour, before he finally asked if I wanted to get together again. We ended up agreeing to meet Thursday night to work on our project some more. Which, we really don't need to do yet. We're already ahead on our project and it isn't due for a while. We'll see what happens, I'm so horny, it isn't even funny. I don't think he knows what he's getting into.
