Well, I had sex tonight and it wasn't what I expected

My second date with Al ended before it even started. He picked me up and we were going to go to some restaurant when we had to stop at his house because his work was calling him for some file that couldn't wait until after the weekend. So we had to me an emergency stop. It was supposed to only be for a minute but he got stuck on the phone trying to explain something.

And yes, I said his house. Which is kind of odd because most guys I know don't even rent apartments. It was kind of impressive but I still got bored pretty quickly waiting for him. He whispered that should make a drink and I found a bottle of Bicardi in the kitchen, which is my weakness.

I finished one glass before he finally got off the phone. And, I don't know something took over me. When he joined me in the kitchen, I wrapped my arms around him and we started kissing. I whispered that I was horny and that I wanted him.

Silently, he led me into his bedroom. It was weird too because it had a theme and everything matched. By far the nicest guy's bedroom I had ever been in.

There wasn't much foreplay. We got pretty much down to business pretty quickly. Our clothes came off and there was a little more kissing, and some feeling. But once, I was on my back and my legs were spread he entered me.

I wouldn't say I was disappointed but I was expecting more. I don't sleep with a lot of guys and I thought this was going to be special but it was kind of ordinary. And while it felt good he lasted only a few minutes the first time.

The second time, he last longer actually too long. I was basically bored. I was expecting more from an older lover.

Once, he was done we got dressed and he took me home. While he was driving, I told him that I didn't want to be just a "sex toy," even though I kind of think that's all I'll ever be with him. Because, that's all I feel about him.

And the funny part is I want to sleep with him again.

Other than that I don't have much to talk about. I've made out with my boss from work a couple of times but I've been holding back with him. I don't really know if I like him.

I kind've need to figure out some things I guess.

And as far as the cop, I've talked to him on the phone a couple of times but that's going nowhere right now.

posted by Bianca @ 11:47 PM