My Christmas Present
I wasn't planning on seeing Al tonight, in fact I was kind of trying to avoid him but he called me earlier and said he wanted to give me my Christmas present. I told him, I had nothing for him but he said it was alright and insisted I come over anyways.So after the dinner with the family was over, I headed over to his place. I didn't expect much from him, in fact I thought it was a ploy to get me into his bedroom again. I planned on not letting that happen but when I opened his present emotions took over me. I was literally overwhelmed. He had bought me a Tiffany's necklace. By far the best present a guy has ever bought me.
And after he put it on me we started to kiss. It wasn't long before I was half naked and on my knees going down on him. And within thirty minutes of walking through the door I was where I said I wouldn't be. I was in his bed naked except his necklace.
And when he was done, he went right to sleep. I was tired but couldn't sleep. I wanted to take a nap but I felt dirty. I kind of felt like a hooker. I kind of felt like a slut. I mean I've literally only known him for two weeks. And I don't think I really like him. I like the concept of him - an older more mature man. A man that would make my friends jealous. A man that would piss my parents off if they knew what we were doing. And a man that can buy me a lot of things I can't afford.
I left before he woke up. I left a note saying that I didn't feel well which I guess is half true.
3 Comments:
Hey Bianca -- I've been checking your blog from time to time lately, but not commenting: you kind of started me on this whole blog thing and now I'm too busy writing mine!
Anyway, I hope you can work this out with Al so that you don't feel bad or cheap about the whole thing -- if not, get out now. The jewelry is nice, but to put it in this blog's perspective: will you be able to suck his cock WITHOUT feeling cheap? More importantly: does he DESERVE a mouth and skills like yours?
You're a fox, girl, and he needs to feel lucky each time he LOOKS at you, let alone gets you in his bed.
Merry Christmas, Bianca, and best of luck in 2006.
You're from the Midwest? What state?
So yeah, you need to realize that if you're going out on a date with someone?
1) Don't suck cock on the 1st date. HUGE mistake already that you've made and now this AL guy in his shitless mind thinks you're EASY.
And
2) Don't FUCK cock on the 2nd date.
You barely know this mother fucker and already you're hitting a homerun, skipping 1st 2nd and 3rd base.
And
3) Don't fall for a guy that you've known for a short period of time who gives you jewelry.
What the FUCK is Al thinking?
Do you REALLY want a guy that will shower you with gifts you can't afford? Especially so soon? Unless there's a previous blog that I missed that you've known him for a long time?
Here's my analogy: With all this SHIT in mind, Bianca (Pretty name by the way), I believe jewelry as a gift, later ON in a mature relationship, is the essence of what could be and MAY be true love that you are looking for.
Which is why you decided to "DATE" AL fuckface, right? You felt a connection obviously.
A "DATE" is a more conservative matter and not rushing into things like you already fucked up.
Sorry I couldn't say it in any nicer way.
I'm not those nice guys you usually wouldn't date that act like pussies. I like to tell things straight up.
But anyhow, jewelry too SOON, is the FOOLISHNESS of false love. Rushing into things instead of slowing things down.
Which is what Al fuckhead is doing right now.
How old is this guy?
Anyways, I realize your obsession with blowjobs; which is fine if you're looking to just have fun with the "hot guys" that catch your eyes. Which is cool. You're young. You're fucking gorgeous. Go out and have "FUN". Yippy fucking yay.
To me, I've so grown out of that fun factor now, because I've matured and realized that it really just hurts a girl in the end leaving her sexually confused.
But that's not the point.
The point is, hold off on the blow jobs for now if you decide to "DATE" someone. Dating is more serious. Which you don't fucking know.
Again, it's a more of a conservative note.
Give yourself and the guy (if he's mature enough) space to see who you really are behind those beautiful lips of yours. And if he's what you expected?
THEN you can suck and FUCK him like crazy without the feeling of worrying if he likes you for YOU.
I mean wow, if I had a girlfriend like you that knew how to give good head like you SAY you do? since most of the girls here are horrible at it giving it to me.
I would treat you like a fucking blow job queen.
That's only if I decided you were right for me after a more mature date.
Because then you'll know I'm interested more than just your tits, too.
hey bianca,Merry christmas and happy new year,this guy AL is and older guy and he will shower you with gifts.Hes probably never had a girl like you before..
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