The no-sex life blog
Wow - I haven't updated in a while. A lot of things have changed since the last time I posted. I'm now single - I never told Tommy about that night - just after that there was a noticebale change in our relationship. It went pretty much downhill until we broke up a week later. And that other guy - I fooled around with him a few times after I broke up with Tommy but there's was nothing there - not even lust after a few times. It's only been a few weeks, but it already seems like a life time since the last time I gave a blowjob. I miss the feel of a cock in my mouth. I miss the taste of cum. But there's just no guys I like right now - none I want to get on my knees and please. But at the same time I have a craving for sex. It's a relativly new feeling. I mean I didn't hate having sex before - but before this year - I didn't like having sex. Now, I love sex - just no one special enough to have sex with. But I think when (or if) I meet someone new - I might start a new blog. Something about my sex life instead of just blowjobs. But at the rate this blog is going it would no-sex life blog.
I need more than one cock to satisfy me
Sometimes I think there's something wrong with me - like I think I'm trying to sabotage my relationship with Tommy. I mean I really like him, I feel closer to him than I ever have to any boyfriend and I see myself being with him for a long time but at the same time I worry all the time that he'll suddenly decide to end it. I expect him to find someone else. So, I keep my eyes open for someone else just in case. Maybe flirting a little too much. Maybe giving the wrong guys the wrong signs. Tonight, I was at this guys apartment, we're working on a group project for our English class. Maybe we shouldn't have had a couple beers. Maybe, I shouldn't have worn such a revealing shirt. But after a couple of hours of studying Kerouac, we're on his bed. I'm horny and I think so is he. The door was shut, and we were sitting on his bed. He looks at me, I look at him and we smile. We kissed, I had a chance to pull back and thought about it but I kept kissing him. Things progressed quickly, I'm laying on my back and he's above me. He kisses me, he fondles my chest. I think I must be wearing a sign that says slut but I don't want him to stop. My shirt comes off, my bra comes off. His mouth tease my nipples. His hand slips into my jeans, under my panties and inside of me. And I can't stop myself any longer. I climb on top of him. His jeans come off, then his cock peeks out of his boxers. I wrapped my lips around it. Swallowing his entire cock into my mouth. I look up at him and he moans. It's not long before my lips are sliding up and down his cock as quick as I can. His cock is solid. The tip rock hard. I can't get enough of it between my lips. And then he cums. I swallow all of it as I'm brought back to reality. I just cheated on my boyfriend - and I feel guilty about it but I don't feel bad about it. I lay down on the bed next to the guy. He wraps his arms around me. I tell him, that I have a boyfriend. I tell him that it won't happen again. He seems to understand until I tell him I want to suck his cock again another night. He's not the first guy I've cheated on - but I really thought Tommy was something special. Something special enough to keep me from cheating. Not that I can blame anyone besides myself. I guess the right thing would be to break up with him but I don't see that happening.
First of many adventures?
I had an interesting evening. Tommy and I both have evening classes in the same building so whoever gets out of class first waits for the other. Tonight, I got out first and when he finally got out we embraced and started making out. There's almost no one still in the building. We were pretty much alone on the entire floor. "I want to suck your cock," I whispered to him. He just smiled and suggested we go back to his dorm room since his roommate was probably not there. But I told him I couldn't wait. I was about get on my knees right in the hallway when someone came into the hallway. We waited until he was gone then decided to sneak into a an empty classroom. It was dark but we closed the door behind us. He leaned up against a wall while I got on my knees in front of him. It wasn't the best blowjob - just trying to get him off as quickly as I could and it worked. And no facial this time but I did swallow all of his hot cum. I'm hoping it's just one of the first of many blowjob adventures we have outside of our rooms. Giving head turns me on, but giving head where we can get caught makes my panties even more wet.
Blowjob Misadventures
So Thursday between classes - Tommy and I were just hanging out in my room between classes. Of course one things and leads to another and I'm on my knees in front of him. Not the best blowjob I've ever given. I was rushing because we both had class in a few minutes. I wanted a facial but I didn't want to redo my make-up so instead he cums in my mouth. A lot of cum - so much that when he pulls out some drops on my shirt. But of course, I don't notice this until after I'm sitting down in class. First, I notice a drop on my sleeve. No big deal I figure, no one would notice that. But then when I look down at my book, I noticed a pretty huge stain right on my left tit. And of course I'm wearing a pink shirt so it's pretty noticeable. And of course I came into class a minute late so everyone looked at me when I came in. I just hope they think it was food or a drink. Other than that, not much going on this week. No facial pictures - yet. But we'll see. Tommy has his room to himself this weekend so who knows what will happen.
Facial Fun
I got my first facial from Tommy tonight, I've been wanting to do it every time I've given him head but this time it was actually an accident. My roommate was gone and he came over so we could study together. Which of course leads to us making out, which leads to me going down on him. I'm on my knees on the floor, he's sitting on my bed. Nothing really special about the blowjob, just about like every other blowjob I give him just about every night. I took a break for a few seconds to rest my mouth, at the same time though I'm still rubbing my hands up and down his cock. I usually can tell when he's getting close and it didn't seem like he was but all of a sudden there were two huge loads of cum, one caught my eye the other my nose. It was weird because it wasn't like he totally came, it wasn't like orgasmed, he was still hard. And I went down on him for a few more seconds, and then he pulled out. He pointed the tip at me and exploded all over my forehead, eyes, chin etc. It felt so good to have his hot cum all over me. I've told him a few times, I wanted him to give me a facial but he still apologized a lot. And it wasn't until I told him for like five minutes that I enjoyed it that he said he wanted to do that everytime from now on. And there might be pictures in the future, no promises but we talked about to tonight.
things are going good
I'm not sure where to start. I'm sorry I haven't been around much. But school has been keeping me busy this semester and when I'm not in class or doing homework I'm usually with Tommy so it's been hard for me to find time to post. Things are still good with Tommy and I. I really didn't think it would last this long, but now I don't see it ending any time soon. Things are different with him. While there's a lot of lust, there's also a lot more to our relationship. I don't feel like I have to go down on him all the time to keep his attention like I often do with other guys. But that doesn't stop me from going down on him all the time. And it's not just blowjobs. Last weekend, we had sex for the first time. And it felt good both emotionally and physically. But this is our first weekend apart. He had to go home for something and I'm stuck here working on a paper for one of my classes. Other than that not much to tell. No exciting blow job stories. It's been pretty simple behind doors, in the bedroom kind of stuff. My only complaint, well it really isn't a complaint. But I want him to give me a facial. It's like the only thing we haven't done. It would turn me on so much for him to do that but I don't know what he would think of me.
I think I'm happy for once
So, things have calmed down a little since Sunday night. We've fooled around a lot, kissing, making out, feeling but nothing really below the belt. It's kinda weird considering where my mouth was Sunday night. But at the same time I think he settled a lot of tension between us. And maybe I don't have to go down on him every five minutes to keep the relationship going. I'm really happy with him right now. I feel really comfortable with him.
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