Sleeping together

So, my friend slept over last night. The original plan was for him to sleep over on the little pull out bed my roommate has because his room was being "used" by his roommate. But when we got home, my roommate was already asleep in her bed and the pull out bed makes a lot of noise setting it up. So instead I decided it would be a good idea to just have him climb into my bed. I was a little buzzed so this seemed like a great idea. I thought for sure something, at least a kiss would happen. The bed's they give us at school are pretty small, so there isn't a lot of room for two people. At first he was on the edge of the bed, almost about to fall off. I ended up pulling him closer to me and we went to sleep without kissing but with his arm around me and our bodies next to each other. I fell asleep smelling his cologne and I was pretty much happy.

Almost A Month Without Sex

Well, it's only been about a month since the last time I had sex but it feels like a lot longer. I guess, I got used to having it every day. Or at least almost every day.

And not much in the near future. I've talked to the cute guy from my class a few times, but it doesn't feel like it's going to go anywhere.

And that thing with my friend - well, I still like him but we're still friends. It's not like I've known him forever but I don't want to lose his friendship. He's one of the few guys or really anyone that I really get along with at school. We can talk about just about anything and we go everywhere together. So, that means we would be a great couple...right?

Some things for me to ponder

Well, Valentine's Day wasn't that much fun. I did end up going out with my girls and of course at the same bar was the guy I used to fool around with last semester. At first I avoided him. Then after a couple drinks I was a little buzzed and when I ran into him in the hallway to the bathroom I stopped to talk him. And we ended up talking for a while but it was mostly awkward. I was buzzed enough to want to go home with him again but not drunk enough to forget why our relationship ended.

There were a couple parts of the night that didn't suck.

I ended up talking to another guy for a while. He's a really cute guy from one of my classes. At one point the bar was so crowded he was pushed up against me. It was enough for me to want to feel a lot more. I wasn't planning to go home with him, but it was an option until he disappeared without saying anything. So, I guess it turns out that sucked too. I'll see what happens in class on Thursday.

And I ended up walking home with a guy that I'm just friends with. A guy, I've known since the first week of classes and wasn't really interested in. At least until now. I don't know if I would pursue him but last night when we went our separate ways, he lives on the floor above me I wished he had gone to bed with me. Maybe just to sleep with him holding me. Maybe a lot more. But he didn't even try to kiss me. I don't even think he was thinking about it.

A Blue Valentine's Day Update

Sorry, I haven't been around a lot this semester. My classes are keeping me a lot busier. And, well I haven't had much to write about.

And it looks like tonight is going to be more of the same. I may go out with some of my girlfriends or I may stay in, rent a movie and umm satisfy the growing sexual need. I need to be fucked so badly it isn't even funny.

Anyway, I have to go before I write something that will make me even more hornier. My panties are already wet and I don't have the time to do anything about it until later today after some more classes.

So horny with no one to satisfy me

I'm so sorry that I haven't updated for a long time. Really not much has been going on here. "My lover," the guy from home was supposed to come visit me this weekend but he ended up canceling at the last minute. I was really hurt because I think it's because of his girlfriend.

Other than that there hasn't been much going on. I haven't even kissed a guy for a few weeks now. I'm getting really lonely and really horny. I just want some guy to fuck me. Fuck my ass for an hour. I'm begining to think something is wrong with me because I'm so damn horny. So horny, and it doesn't help that I've had a couple of beers tonight. Not enough where I'm drunk but I have a really nice buzz going on. And I think that's part of the reason I'm so horny tonight.

My roommate is gone so I think I'm going to get in bed and see if my fingers can satisfy me.