I used to have a sex life

Sorry, I haven't been around much. School has been crazy. I swear I have two teachers that are competiting to see who can give me more work. Not that I would have much to write about if I had the time. My sex life has died. I haven't had sex with my fuck buddy since last week. I try to blame me being busy with school work but I'm sure there's something more than that. I've been avoiding him and now he's staying away from me. And that guy I hung out with at the party - that's gone pretty much dead too.

Anyways, it's still early but I'm dead tired right now. I'll post more. I promise. ;-)

One is never enough

I'm in a much better mood now. Even though I haven't talked to the guy from home for a few days, I think I'm okay with that. My monthly friend is long and last night me and my fuck buddy made up for some lost time.

The sex is good, really satisfying but I still feel like it's just lust. I guess it's pretty obvious to everyone but us that it's just sex. Before I thought it was just me that wasn't really into the relationship but I get the feeling he's just there for the sex too. But I also think it's nice to not be alone. I don't know.

And I did meet someone new at a party Friday, well actually I knew him already from some of my classes but I've never talked to him before. We talked for a long time, at least a couple of hours at the party then walked me to my dorm room. And we talked for a while in front of my door too but when he tried to kiss me I backed away. I wouldn't call what I have with my fuck buddy a relationship and it's not like I haven't messed around with more than one guy at the same time. But this time the moment didn't seem right.

But maybe another time things might be different. We'll see how he is when I see him in class this week. I'd love to feel his cock inside me. Gawd, I'm getting horny again, and me and my fuck buddy has sex twice this afternoon. You'd think that would be enough for me.

So.........

I made it thru the weekend. I made it thru the first day of classes and so far it completly sucks.

I miss my lover from home a lot. We've talked a few times but it's not the same. I think there's a good chance we're both going to go home this weekend or the next to see each other. Or maybe he'll come here.

Things are going good with my fuck-buddy here but it's not the same. It's just sex. I did go back to school on Saturday and we spent most of the weekend together and mostly in bed. And I was so glad to see him. But it was just lust.

And now it's the time of the month. Which could be why I'm just in a bad mood.

Still no simple answer

So, I'm leaning towards going back to school tomorrow but I haven't made up my mind yet. However, I did run all my errands and did most of my packing today but I'm still not sure.

He makes me so horny and I so want to go fuck him but I have to think there's someone better than him. Someone that I might not meet or notice if I was involved with someone else.

Plus, the guy I was seeing during break called me last night. I was asleep but he left me a long message basically saying how much he missed me. I want to call him back but I don't know if I can.

I'd love to meet someone new. Start seeing someone to get my mind off of him. Maybe, even have a real relationship. Wouldn't that be something.

Can't there be any simple answers

So my ex-fuck buddy from school keeps calling me. I've been avoiding him. Saying I'm busy or just not picking up when he calls but tonight we talked for a while. He got me so hot and bothered it isn't even funny. We came very close to having phone sex. He kept talking dirty to me - telling how much he wanted to fuck me again. Telling me how good I felt, how good I fucked.

Before tonight, I pretty much considered our thing over - but now I'm not so sure. I'm even thinking of going back to school early. He said he's going back on Saturday, I was going to wait until Sunday but I can't stop thinking about spending another hot night with him.

But at the same I can't stop thinking about my lover, I wonder if he's with his girlfriend right now. I wonder if he's thinking about me. He hasn't called or even emailed or IM'ed me.

Our last orgasm together

Sorry - I haven't updated for a while. Things suddenly got crazy this week. Among other things, I realized that I have a lot to do before I go back to school.

But I have a lot to talk about - Saturday night didn't go as well as I expected it to go. It actually went a lot better.

We scrapped the idea to go to the hotel at the last minute when we found out his parent's had to go out of town. I know it's really messed up for me to say, but his grandmother fell (nothing serious) but I'm really glad she fell.

As soon as his parents left we took over the house. We started with a bottle of win in the living room - but instead of going straight to sex right away we took our time kissing. We didn't rush this time. Slowly he undressed me, licking and kissing me everywhere. Pouring drops of win on to me and licking it up before it could get on the sofa. And he really surprised me - after taking off my thong he poured a little win between my legs, on me and gently licked it off. It was the first time he'd ever gone down on me. In fact, I've only had a few guys down on me and it was an amazing surprise. I came close to orgasming twice, but we couldn't complete it. He was bothered by me not cumming but even without an orgasm I was satisfied.

I went down on him, and took my time getting him off. He had no problems getting to his orgasm, but every time he got close, I slowed down or stopped. It drove him insane. I didn't let him cum and told him he would have to wait.

We finally let to the bedroom and fooled around some more. Just kissing, making out, feeling, touching until he was hard again. Which, wasn't a long time. And this time was different than every other time we had sex. He took his time. He went slow at first. Kissing me, looking into my eyes, holding me tight. He got faster and faster as he got closer until he finally exploded deep inside of me. And he held me tight, even after he came. We just laid there for a while. In the silence listening to each other breath.

We did anal twice, once before we went to sleep. He didn't hold back this time. He fucked my ass fast, pushing me into the bed. And we did it again in the morning before I had to leave. And I think it was the best sex we ever had. He lasted a long time, long enough for me to rub myself until I came twice. And even then he kept going. Pounding me. Until he finally came one last time inside of me.

We made plans to see each other again, during breaks or something. But I don't know. I think when I see him next time, he's not going to want anything to do with me. He's going to feel guilty about cheating on his girlfriend. I hope she knows how lucky he is. It's funny how this fling/just sex turned into a lot more.

Not so good news tonight

So I was under the impression that I had a week and a couple days left with my friend. But tonight, I found out that I actually have until Sunday when he goes back to school.

I'm kind of bummed. I thought I had another week of him satisfying my sexual urges. I really don't know what I'm going to do without out him. I mean the threesome was amazing but I had some sort of connection with him.

I hate to admit it, but I think I might have a dreaded case of the feelings. I knew that feelings wouldn't work here - it didn't work the first time we were together. And that's when we're seeing each other, not him seeing someone else.

But before he goes, I want to give him something to remember me. I think, I'm going to rent a hotel room Saturday night. That way we don't have to worry about sneaking around my house or getting caught in his car. That is if I can find an excuse to get out of my house for the night. My parent's are treating me like I'm in high school again.

Still horny

So about two minutes after I finished my last post - he called me. He wanted to know if he could come over. Of course, I said "hurry up." Ten minutes later he was sneaking in the front door.

It was like he was a different lover now. As soon as I closed the door, he kissed me and pushed me against the wall. He started to pull my sweat pants down right there but I made him wait until we were in the safety of my room.

This time it was a lot more intense. We were both a lot more into it. And his cock felt so good going deep inside of my ass. I caught myself moaning so loud that I had to literally bite the pillow to muffle the sounds of my moans. And when he came it was powerfully.

We fall asleep after that. I think I fell asleep with a smile on my face.

I think the plan was for him to leave after we were done but I woke up the next morning he was lying next to me. My parents were already gone to work but I worried that my mom may have looked into my room to check in on me. Sometimes, she does that.

But when I saw that his cock was erect, I seemed to forget about everything else. I've had a lot of guys that tell me that they like to wake up to a blowjob and that's what I gave him. But, it was kind of funny. I think it scared him more than anything else.

After he took a quick trip the bathroom, we resumed our positions. Me on my stomach, him on top of me, putting his cock deep inside of me. We started out doing regular sex, but thirty minutes later when he came, it was inside of my ass. And yes, I said thirty minutes. We should have morning sex more often because he lasted a lot longer this morning than he usually does.

I could've stayed in bed all day with him but after that he had to leave so he could go home and get ready for work at noon.

And right now, I'm still so horny I think I'm going to go satisfy myself.

Let's go for a drive

So my new years adventures had made me almost forgot about the guy I'm kinda seeing or whatever you want to call it. And when he called me earlier tonight, I sort of freaked out. I was worried that he had found out about the threesome because he's friends with one of the guys. But if he knew he didn't tell me. Not that it really matters anyway because on New Years he went to see his girlfriend.

I wanted him to come over but after the past couple of experiences with that we decided it would be safer if we went out for a drive. Which is what we call it, we don't ever say do you want to go somewhere in your car and fuck.

We ended up in the parking lot of some corporate complex. I was worried about security or something but it turned out being a pretty good place. I think we might go back there again.

It was quick, we just had regular sex and I wasn't really into it. Our last time together was a lot better. This time it just wasn't the same.

And usually after we do it, we talk a lot and we joke around some. This time we just got redressed then he drove me home pretty much in silence.

Double the pleasure

I think I might be still hungover. I didn't drink a lot last night, well I did but I think what really killed me was that I didn't really eat or drinking (anything without alcohol) before I started drinking beers.

One of my friends from high school had party. I don't know why her parent's would leave her home alone - they had to know she was going to have a party. But the house his huge, her dad owns some company. They even have a huge indoor pool.

We were drinking from a keg - I even did a keg stand. We were doing shots, definitely had a lot of fun doing body shots. I was pretty drunk by midnight.

And when people started jumping into the pool I was there. It seemed like a really good idea to strip down to my bra and thong. We had a lot of fun, fooling around, splashing each other and wrestling in the water. I got grouped a few times, kissed a few different guys and felt a couple of cocks. It was pretty wild.

On a dare my friend and I took our bras off. It's kind of funny because I used to show my tits a lot in high school, I think most of the guys at the party had already seen them before but as soon as I get around them again I can't keep my clothes on.

And I'm not sure how it happened but I ended up in one corner of the pool making out with two guys I had huge crushes on. I think I just said something like I want to make out with you two and pointed at them.

We got pretty naughty. It was a lot more than kissing. My tits were licked, nibbled and fondled a lot. They took turns pouring vodka on me and licking it off. A hand found it's way between my legs and I didn't stop him from pushing my thong to the send and fingering me.


And I was horny before but now I couldn't control myself. By now we we're the only ones in the pool and I think the party was starting to clear out. But I think even if there was a crowd there it would've stopped. We tried having sex in the pool but it was a little to awkward and hard to get comfortable.

We ended up in a bedroom. It was kind of funny because the first bedroom we went to was already occupied. My friend was in bed with someone that wasn't her boyfriend.

The next bedroom was empty. There was no awkwardness or uncomfortable now. We started kissing again. One of them was on each side of me and I think I was in heaven.

But it wasn't long before I was on all fours. I had a cock in my pussy and one in my mouth. It was so hot. It felt so good. And when the guy fucking me put two fingers in my ass I came. Which started a chain reaction. First the guy in mouth came then the other guy came.

I thought things were going to end there but one of them asked me if the rumors were true. He asked me if I really did like it up the ass. It was kind of crude way of saying it but it turned me on.

"Do you want to find out?" I answered.

A second later, I was on my stomach again. My ass in the air. He was hard again and forcing himself into my ass. I say forcing because it was a little rough. But even the pain felt good. He fucked me hard. He went deep into me. He forced me on to the bed and it felt so good. I think I was moaning so loud that anyone still awake could've heard me. He came pretty quickly but the other guy was waiting and took over for him.

I came then so did he.

They both left after that. They left me on the bed. They used me like a slut but I loved every minute of it. And since I'm in college now I don't have to worry about everyone in my high school finding about it on Monday.

I waited a little while before I got out of bed. I snuck around the house but by now I was the only one awake. I got a drink of water from the kitchen then went out to the pool to get my clothes. I felt dirty and my clothes were soaked from when we were splashing around and it was cold outside as I walked home. But at the same time I felt really satisfied. I felt really good.