Today was a "F" Day

It's been kinda a rough day. Started with getting a test back that I took last week and getting an F. I knew I didn't do good on the test but I didn't think I did that bad.

Then at lunch, when I usually eat with my friend, I was about to go sit with him when I saw him sitting with this blonde. I'm a brunette and by nature I guess I have a distaste for blondes. I saw him talking to her the other day, and I kind of hoped it was nothing but I guess she's the reason he's not really interested in me.

Then earlier tonight, I get a phonecall from the guy I was fooling around with over Christmas break. You may remember him, the guy with a girlfriend. Well, this is his spring break this week and he was suppose to come visit me. Today, he says he can't come visit me. He doesn't really give a reason but it's not hard to figure it out.

And tonight, I'm fooling around with the guy here and he doesn't have the longest endurance of any guy I've been with, but usually he lasts longer than thirty seconds. That's about how long he lasted tonight when he was fucking my ass. I didn't cry, but I felt like it. I just laid my head in my pillow and hoped the day would end. But so far it hasn't.