Things back to normal?
So, I'm feeling a lot less dirty now. A lot more sensual but still off balanced.
Thursday night, I went out with the guy from last Saturday. Kind of a real date. Last Saturday it was definitely all lust, but I kind of like him now. Now, that I'm getting to know him.
And I thought about not sleeping with him again Thursday night. It's like we're really in the relationship but at the same point we've already gone past the basics. After our date, we went back to my room.
He's an even better lover when he's sober. He pays a lot of attention to the details and took his time. And I don't know how to really describe it but he's a smooth fuck. A lot of guys are all herky jerky when they fuck. He's just smooth and flows. It feels a lot more natural.
And together we made me cum. He fucked my ass while I finger my pussy and rubbed my clit. It was one of those mind blowing orgasms for me, where as I came I couldn't control myself. All I could do was moan.
After he came, he stayed in me for a while. Even half erect, I didn't want him to pull out of me. For a while it seemed like everything was right in my life. It's kind of weird how good sex can make me feel like that.
Earlier tonight, we did more of the same without the date though. We watched a movie. Well kind of watched a movie. Spent more time fooling around then watching the movie. And we even skipped the regular sex. When our clothes came off, he went straight for my ass. And feeling him deep penetrate my ass - it was too much.
But now I can't sleep. He's sleeping in bed, while I'm down in the computer lab. The sex is really good and I don't know I think I like him. But at the same time I feel like I'm forcing myself to like him. That sounds kind of weird but it might be true.
I think I'm still stuck on my friend. Sunday night, while we were at the library to study we ended up talking. I told him about the other guy. I didn't tell him all the details, but I told him about the anal sex. I told him how I felt dirty about fucking the guy. And I expected him to think I was a slut - but he seemed to understand. But even as we talked I wanted him to take me like into a corner and fuck me. But I think for the most part things are back to normal between us. At least as normal as we can be.
Thursday night, I went out with the guy from last Saturday. Kind of a real date. Last Saturday it was definitely all lust, but I kind of like him now. Now, that I'm getting to know him.
And I thought about not sleeping with him again Thursday night. It's like we're really in the relationship but at the same point we've already gone past the basics. After our date, we went back to my room.
He's an even better lover when he's sober. He pays a lot of attention to the details and took his time. And I don't know how to really describe it but he's a smooth fuck. A lot of guys are all herky jerky when they fuck. He's just smooth and flows. It feels a lot more natural.
And together we made me cum. He fucked my ass while I finger my pussy and rubbed my clit. It was one of those mind blowing orgasms for me, where as I came I couldn't control myself. All I could do was moan.
After he came, he stayed in me for a while. Even half erect, I didn't want him to pull out of me. For a while it seemed like everything was right in my life. It's kind of weird how good sex can make me feel like that.
Earlier tonight, we did more of the same without the date though. We watched a movie. Well kind of watched a movie. Spent more time fooling around then watching the movie. And we even skipped the regular sex. When our clothes came off, he went straight for my ass. And feeling him deep penetrate my ass - it was too much.
But now I can't sleep. He's sleeping in bed, while I'm down in the computer lab. The sex is really good and I don't know I think I like him. But at the same time I feel like I'm forcing myself to like him. That sounds kind of weird but it might be true.
I think I'm still stuck on my friend. Sunday night, while we were at the library to study we ended up talking. I told him about the other guy. I didn't tell him all the details, but I told him about the anal sex. I told him how I felt dirty about fucking the guy. And I expected him to think I was a slut - but he seemed to understand. But even as we talked I wanted him to take me like into a corner and fuck me. But I think for the most part things are back to normal between us. At least as normal as we can be.
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I want a girl who likes anal sex as much as you do! ;)
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