So.........

I made it thru the weekend. I made it thru the first day of classes and so far it completly sucks.

I miss my lover from home a lot. We've talked a few times but it's not the same. I think there's a good chance we're both going to go home this weekend or the next to see each other. Or maybe he'll come here.

Things are going good with my fuck-buddy here but it's not the same. It's just sex. I did go back to school on Saturday and we spent most of the weekend together and mostly in bed. And I was so glad to see him. But it was just lust.

And now it's the time of the month. Which could be why I'm just in a bad mood.