One is never enough

I'm in a much better mood now. Even though I haven't talked to the guy from home for a few days, I think I'm okay with that. My monthly friend is long and last night me and my fuck buddy made up for some lost time.

The sex is good, really satisfying but I still feel like it's just lust. I guess it's pretty obvious to everyone but us that it's just sex. Before I thought it was just me that wasn't really into the relationship but I get the feeling he's just there for the sex too. But I also think it's nice to not be alone. I don't know.

And I did meet someone new at a party Friday, well actually I knew him already from some of my classes but I've never talked to him before. We talked for a long time, at least a couple of hours at the party then walked me to my dorm room. And we talked for a while in front of my door too but when he tried to kiss me I backed away. I wouldn't call what I have with my fuck buddy a relationship and it's not like I haven't messed around with more than one guy at the same time. But this time the moment didn't seem right.

But maybe another time things might be different. We'll see how he is when I see him in class this week. I'd love to feel his cock inside me. Gawd, I'm getting horny again, and me and my fuck buddy has sex twice this afternoon. You'd think that would be enough for me.