Can't there be any simple answers
So my ex-fuck buddy from school keeps calling me. I've been avoiding him. Saying I'm busy or just not picking up when he calls but tonight we talked for a while. He got me so hot and bothered it isn't even funny. We came very close to having phone sex. He kept talking dirty to me - telling how much he wanted to fuck me again. Telling me how good I felt, how good I fucked.
Before tonight, I pretty much considered our thing over - but now I'm not so sure. I'm even thinking of going back to school early. He said he's going back on Saturday, I was going to wait until Sunday but I can't stop thinking about spending another hot night with him.
But at the same I can't stop thinking about my lover, I wonder if he's with his girlfriend right now. I wonder if he's thinking about me. He hasn't called or even emailed or IM'ed me.
Before tonight, I pretty much considered our thing over - but now I'm not so sure. I'm even thinking of going back to school early. He said he's going back on Saturday, I was going to wait until Sunday but I can't stop thinking about spending another hot night with him.
But at the same I can't stop thinking about my lover, I wonder if he's with his girlfriend right now. I wonder if he's thinking about me. He hasn't called or even emailed or IM'ed me.
1 Comments:
No. The answer is clearly 'no, there are no simple answers'. Sorry to disappoint you. Huge confusions arise when we start to really like someone and want to have sex with that person. Suddenly, intentions of exclusivity and possession show up, not to name jealousy ... I know, we are a f**ked up species ... The only comfort, these things become less annoying with getting older ... ;-)
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