Thursday, December 29, 2005

What girlfriend?

We'll he must have forgotten about his girlfriend or something because tonight he called me saying he wanted to talk. I think talk is his code word for have sex.

We did talk for a few minutes while we drove around - he tried to explain his feelings for me. Telling me how much he liked me. But by feelings I think he was actually talking about how horny he was because as soon we parked his hands were all over me. He told me about how I'm so much better of a fuck than his girlfriend. He told me that she just lays their silently while they have sex. And as he told me more it turned me on more.

And I think not having sex for a few days helped too. It wasn't routine. Every touch, every kiss was intense. And by the time I got his cock out of his jeans he was throbbing in my hands. I could feel the veins. And I thought that if I didn't get him inside of my ass right then I was going to die.

And his cock inside of me was exactly what I needed. I'm a moaner to begin with but usually I moan quietly. Tonight, I was moaning loudly. I couldn't help myself it felt so good.

I don't know how long he lasted exactly but it seemed like a long time. Definitely longer than how much he usually lasts. And when he came, it was intense. I felt his cock throbbing again as he climaxed. It left us both shocked at how hot it was. We couldn't move, we couldn't talk. I think it was five minutes before he finally pulled out and we got redressed.

I think we have two more weeks together before we go back to school. And I want to fuck him as much as I can before I give him back to his girlfriend.

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Blue Christmas

My Christmas started out pretty good - I got a lot of great presents and even had some fun with my parents.

But tonight, I should've just stayed out home. Instead, I went out with my lover or whatever you want to call him. Actually, it's not like we went out. We just went to some secluded spot to have sex.

After that while we were parked in front of my house talking he said, "there's something I have to tell you." That's never a good sign. It went something like this, "I really like you a lot but I have a girlfriend back at school. And we're pretty serious and I feel really guilty about having sex with you."

He was surprised that I got pissed - he didn't think I had a right to get angry because the first night we had sex this break - we agreed that it would just be a fling with no emotions. Maybe, it's me but I know it's really hard to not get emotionally attached to a person, especially a person I've had feelings for since we dated the first time a few years ago.

But maybe, there's something wrong with me. After I slammed his car door and rushed into my house I called him ten minutes later and said we need to talk again tomorrow night. I'm hoping the talk leads to something more because right now I could be satisfied with just having sex with him.

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Sleepover party

Almost every night, we've been having sex in his car. Mostly good except we've been having a hard time finding a quiet secluded place. So last night we decided to have sex at my house. Which, started out pretty good.

My bed is about a hundred times more comfortable then being crammed into his backseat. And it was nice, we didn't have to rush. We made out for a while. Me, teasing him...everytime he got close to entering my pussy I'd pull away.

And the sex was good. We did it three times which was a new record for us. The third time was pretty intense. We did anal, and he lasted forever. I didn't think he was ever going to cum. But when he finally did he came a lot.

And we collapsed. But we both fell asleep. And didn't wake up until nine this morning. The plan was that he would leave long before my parents were awake. But at then they were very awake.

We literally had to sneak him out the door. Somehow, he got out of my house without my parents noticing. So, I guess that was my early Christmas present.

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Back Seat Adventures

So me and my current lover had another adventure in the backseat of his car tonight. Tonight, it was a lot more adventure then any other time. And not the good kind of adventure either.

I've been going to the same parking lot to makeout and umm do a lot more with guys for several years now. And, I think about half of my school has too because it's a pretty secluded lot. And I always had assumed the cops knew about the spot but didn't really care because I had never seen any there any of the hundreds of times I'd been there.

But right in the spot, that me and my lover had been in a couple of nights earlier was a cop car.

We spent more time finding another spot than actually having sex. We checked out a couple of other parking lots but there were too many other people/cars around. We pulled into a parking lot at an apartment complex but right as we were starting to kiss someone got into the car next to us and drove away. I don't think they saw anything but it was enough to make us start searching again. We ended up driving into the middle of nowhere and just pulling off to the side of a quiet road.

It was a quickie - way to quick for me but by that point I didn't care. We didn't waste anytime,, just climbed into the backseat. My jeans than panties came off and he fucked me. It wasn't great but I think it calmed our urges for the moment.

I really miss my dorm room. We thought about just going back to my house but I didn't want to risk it with my parents around. It's basically the same thing with his parents.

Friday, December 16, 2005

Old lovers, current lovers and ex lovers

I just got home from a little get together in the backseat of my "old lovers" car. I can almost still feel him inside my ass. Tonight, was fun but I think we're going to have to find a more suitable place.

I think I'm going to have to start calling him my current lover. Tonight, was our second time together since I got home from school.

It's kind of funny a couple of my ex's have called because they know I'm home school. But at a point both of these guys wanted nothing to do with me because I was a little too "slutty" for them. Too bad all they want know is to get back with me again.

And, I've talked to my fuck buddy from school a couple times but I don't know it's because he's so far away now or if it's because I'm losing interest but I didn't talk to him for more than five minutes the times he called.

Anyways, I'll update more when I'm not so tired.

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Study Breaks

Sorry, I haven't updated for a while. I've been really busy with school work. While, I've been busy partying, drinking and fucking I've been neglecting my classes so I've been trying to cram a semester of work into just a few weeks. I've only had sex with my fuck buddy twice this week, which if you know us - it isn't much at all. Thursday afternoon, he came over. I was in the middle of a paper but of course my pussy took over and we hopped into bed. But as soon as he had cum - I told him to go. Which was almost as painful for me as it was for him.

But last night I decided to take a break from studying. I started the night with a quickie with my fuck buddy then kicked him out again so I could get ready. We ended up meeting an hour or so later at a keg party. But as soon as I had a few beers in me and I was horny again he had disappeared.

But his friend was there, the one I had sex with last month. And like I said, I was horny. My fuck buddy was nowhere in sight so after another beer I left the party with his friend. We went back to his apartment and do what horny college students do.

I've slept with two guys in one day before but usually at the same time. I almost felt guilty but most of all I felt like a slut. In the good way.

The first time he came real quick, but I can't totally blame him we were fooling around for a while before we actually had sex. The second time, we did anal and he lasted forever. I came and so did he.

And this time when we woke up - it wasn't so awkward the next morning. We even had sex one more time before I headed back to my dorm room to get back studying.

I checked the next morning, my fuck buddy had called my cell phone like five times. His loss not mine.

Anyways, I'll be done with my last final on Tuesday so I should have more time on my hands again. Which, hopefully means more fucking and more time to post about it.

Thursday, December 01, 2005

I can't get enough of my fuck buddy

So I'm back with my fuck buddy. As soon as I got back on campus Sunday night I called him. Within in an hour he was inside my as again.

And I'm not sure why. Well I know why - it's all lust. I don't like him anymore but I love his cock.

And the sex has been really good this week. We've fucked at least once a day. Done anal almost everytime too. And I think the sex is better than it was before.

I just wonder how long it will last. I'm sure it will last to Christmas break but I don't imagine it happening next semester. We'll see. Or maybe it'll last until one of us finds someone else. Well at least someone else more than a one night stand.

But for now I gotta say I'm happy. And he seemed pretty happy earlier tonight when he was cumming my ass.