Physically Satisfying

Maybe, there isn't a relationship ahead. Maybe, I saw something there that wasn't really there. Maybe, I've already scared him away emotionally.

Tonight, he came over after classes. My roommate was away and I'm feeling 100 percent better so it didn't take us long to start to make up for two days without sex.

He was straight to business. We didn't waste time getting naked. Without words I laid down on my bed, on my back and he climbed on top of me. It definitely felt good to feel him inside of me.

It was quick but still very physically satisfying even though we didn't do anal.

But after we were done I wanted to talk. Maybe, I should've waited to some point when he wasn't still lying on top of me but I had to know. I asked, "so where is this thing going."

He was silent for a while, I thought he was mad then I thought he was just taking his time trying to come up with a safe answer. When I couldn't wait anymore, I interrupted his thoughts. I told him, I liked where it was going.

And that's where he interrupted me. He said, it was the perfect relationship. No feelings just sex.

And I let it go at that. I didn't know how to say I wanted more. But I didn't know how to word it.

And as we drifted into a sleep for a quick nap all I could think about was the second night we fucked. I told him I wanted just sex, no relationship just hot sex every night. I guess, I got what I asked for. And while I'm happy with this thing, whatever it is...physically it's great. But emotionally, I want more. It seems like I can never find the perfect mix of both.

We fucked again when we woke up. Even did anal and it felt so good to have him on top of me with his cock deep inside of my ass. But when it was over, I kind of kicked him out. Said, I needed to study.

Relationship Ahead?

So my fuck buddy surprised me today. I may have to stop calling him fuck buddy and I might have to post his name because I'm thinking I'm beginning to like him. Maybe it isn't just lust.

This afternoon, he came over to my room. I kind of was mean to him. Told him to go away. I said I was still feeling sick and that I wasn't in the mood. That's when he showed me what was in his backpack. Chicken noodle soup, teabags, orange juice etc.

I felt kind of like a fool but he laughed it off. And even though I hadn't showered, no make-up and was wearing sweats he wanted to hangout with me.

We watched a movie and fell asleep together. It's when I woke that I kind realized that maybe it's not just lust and sex. Maybe I have some sort of feelings for him. I guess, I should say that I've considered those feelings for a while but didn't want to admit them. However, it would be kind of funny is a relationship came out of this. Especially considering that we had a threesome.

And on a side note, I'm feeling a hundred percent better and looking forward to dressing up for tomorrow night.

A little under the weather

I'm a little bit sick tonight. Woke up this morning and I thought it was part of my hangover but around noon I realized I had a cold. It's weird I feel fine, I have an appetite but my head just feels a little off.

I was suppose to go to a party tonight but instead I went out and got all the good comfort foods and a few good movies. My fuck buddy offered to keep me company but I must be feeling sick because I told him to go out and have fun.

So, anyways hopefully tomorrow I'll feel better so I can make up for tonight.

The good kind of sore

My fuck buddy and I decided to see how many times we could have sex. He slept over last night. My roommate was staying at her boyfriend's place so it didn't take much convincing for him to come over.

We did a little anal but mostly just regular sex. It wasn't the best sex ever, but it was satisfying and I definetly think I went to sleep with a smile on my face.

I tried to go back to sleep, but when I woke up around four in the morning, I decided I need more. He was snoring and I think I scared him when I wrapped my mouth around his cock but once he was awake enough to realize what was going on he just laid back and enjoyed it.

But once he was hard again, I rode him until his cock exploded. And we pretty much fell asleep again after that.

He wanted to have sex again when we woke up but I was already late to class and literally had to run to class. But luckily as I was walking home from class, he spotted me and ran up behind me and wrapped his arms around me. And luckily, my roomate was still gone when we got back to my room.

I almost wanted to skip my afternoon class because the break wasn't long enough but when I was done with the afternoon class it was straight back to my bed.

It was a lot of sex, he actually told me he was sore. And my ass is still sore but it's the good kind of sore.

Being a slut

I think, I'm still glowing from last night. I don't know which was better my first threesome or last night. I do know I want to do it again. And again and again.

And I guess, I should say I don't think being a slut is a bad thing. There were only a few times being called a slut offended me. The first time, I was called a slut was in high school - when one of the older girls called me that in gym class. It kind of embarrassed me more than anything because I had no idea how many people knew how much I was doing. But other than that, when someone calls me a slut as an insult I kind of laugh to myself.

I actually think being a slut is a good thing. I enjoy having sex and if that makes me a slut, that's cool with me. And I really love being a slut.

Anyways, I really need to get some homework done. So, I'll be back soon hopefully with another fun update.

Maybe, I am a slut

Sorry, I haven't updated for a little while but I really haven't had the time and I really haven't had much to say. Things have been going good with my fuck buddy. I think very satisfying for everyone involved. But tonight things went a little further.

I went to a keg party tonight - didn't get drunk but I was definitely buzzing when he finally arrived at the party. He said, he planned to go to the bars with his friends when the party was over and that he would come to my place later. But instead, I had a better idea. And I think I was little drunk when I suggested it but I said he could skip the bar and bring his friends over to my place. I was talking about that they could come over and drink but he took it differently. He invited one of his friends to come to my place when the party was over. When the kegs were kicked the three of us headed to my dorm room.

As we walked to my room, at first I thought we would go back for drinks but as we got closer I had other thoughts and I think so did they. When we got into my room, I locked the door behind us. We opended up a bottle of bacardi and we had a few drinks but I don't think we needed any alcohol. Things quickly heated up. Somehow my jeans came off and I started kissing both of them. Taking turns enjoying their lips while their hands explored my body.

Maybe, we started to get a little drunk after we did some body shots. Well, they did some body shots off me. I drank straight from the bottle. I was really buzzing when my clothes came off but I would've done it sober.

They didn't want to get naked, with each other even after I turned off the lights but when I told them nothing was going to happen until they were both naked they quick took their clothes off.

I fucked his friend first. I can definitely say, I fucked him. I rode him, on top of him. It felt good but it sucked because he only lasted a minute. Not that I was timing or anything. My fuck budy did waste anytime going for my ass when it was his turn. And it felt so good.

His friend watched and got hard again. I couldn't resist it. We got into a position where I could be fucked and sucked at the same time. It felt so good to be used like that.

The night ended there. At least with us. They went home, I went to this computer. It's weird because even as I type this, I can still taste his cum. Still feel his cock inside me. And I want more. I want both of them at the same time. I can't believe I've done two threesomes now. I'm a slut and I like it. And I'm sorry if this isn't my most coherent post, I'm a little drunk but I had to type this now. And now, I'm going to go finger my cunt. I'll worry about all this another time.

Fuck Buddy

I think I have a fuck buddy. Friday night, I went out to a party but after not finding anyone else to go home with I called him. He was out with his friends and a little hesitant to leave them - which kind of bothered me. But when he got to my room he wasn't hesitant at all. He went straight for my ass. We were drunk and it was sloppy and awkward but definetly what I needed. Too bad we passed out after only one time.

Saturday he called me. I was at another party talking to a really hot guy but I made up some excuse to get his number and to leave the party.

More drunk sex but still good sex. More anal and regular sex. I enjoyed it all but it's kind of weird. Even though I've had fuck buddies before it usually turned into something more. But with him I just want his cock. We barely even kiss. And I don't feel like I'm falling for him. But I guess the true test is if I get jealous when he's with other girls.

But he didn't leave the next morning. We spent it in bed before going out for brunch.

Fucked By A Fuck Buddy?

I don't know if I have a fuck buddy or not. I don't know if it's just a fling. Or maybe he's just using me. And if he was that would be ok.

This time very sober I went to his dorm room tonight. Which led to us both being a little nervous at first. Until we started kissing then it quickly led to our clothes being shed. But even after we were both naked I kind of had to pull him on to me.

We fucked regular style for a few minutes before I asked for more. I wanted anal sex. He didn't hesitate but we did have a hard time getting him into my ass. It even hurt a little bit but once it was in and filling me it felt amazing. But he only lasted a couple more minutes. Which I guess it could've been worse.

After were done we were laying on his bed and I wanted to ask him what sort of relationship he wanted. But before I had a chance his roommate barged in. Pretty embarrassing being seen completely naked by a stranger but it did turn me on a little. But I quickly got dressed as soon as the roommate backed out of the room.

So that brings you up to date. I'm looking forward to this weekend and hopefully another time with my maybe fuck buddy.

A little fun on a Saturday night

So what happened Saturday night? A lot. That's for sure. I hit things off with that guy. A little too good maybe. At first it was just talking. Then it turned into him holding me. That's when things started getting wild. We were sitting on a couch in the corner of the party. It was crowded but I don't think anyone noticed when I put my hand down his jeans. Maybe I was a little drunk but I was definitely in control of all my actions.

I liked it when he responded by starting to caress my tits. It was a little dark there but I think people noticed so I decided it was time to go someplace more private.

We ended up going back to my room after the party. I was just drunk enough to lose all my inhibitions. Usually I'm hesitant about getting naked in front of a complete stranger but my clothes started to fall off as soon as the door to my room closed. I don't think he believed me when I told him what I wanted him to do to me. But it didn't take much convincing. When I pulled out a strip of condoms I think he realized I was serious.

We only used one condom but he lasted a long time. I think he was a little more drunk than I was so it helped his staying power. He was actually pretty good in bed...the only problem was when we switched from regular sex to anal he had a problem getting it in. First he wasn't hard enough then we had some difficulties getting him into my ass. But once he was in and things started going he fucked me until we both literally passed out.

We woke up the next morning and I definitely wanted to do it agian but he started acting a little weird. Said he had to be somewhere so I'm really hoping it wasn't just a one night stand. However, if it was I don't think I'd regret. It was a very satisfying night.

The one thing I want

I'm wasting some time before I go out tonight. I'm actually a little nervous. I'm supposed to meet a guy later tonight. He's a friend of my roommates boyfriend. It's kind of like a blind date. Except it isn't really a date - he's going to be at a party. And except it really isn't blind. I saw his picture in my roommate's photo album and asked her about him. I would be lying if I said I didn't have high hopes. I'm hoping to get laid. I'm hoping for a lot more than just that.

So, I'm going out dressed like it's summer even though it's starting to get cold here. A very revealing black tank top and a pair of very tight jeans. I think he'll notice me. And if he does, and if I get lucky he'll get to see my tiny string thong and matching bra. I'm dressing like a slut and may act like one too. There's really only one thing I want out of this. A fuck buddy that can satisfy me tonight.

Fuck buddy?

I seem to be falling into a pattern - falling for a guy, having sex with a guy, having anal sex with a guy then the relationship falls apart. Which is odd because before that most of my relationships were pretty stable and long term. Which is kind of what I'd like now. But I seem to have a hard time finding the right guy right now. There's a lot of guys around but none I have more than lust for. Which isn't a bad thing, if things go right I wouldn't mind having a fuck buddy (or two). Maybe not having the drama of a relationship wouldn't be bad. I guess the perfect relationship wouldn't have any drama. And there might be a guy I have in mind. We'll see what hpappens this weekend.

No news is good news...right?

Well, no new adventures. Things with Jay are still blah. But that's beter than nothing but I'm not sure if I want better than nothing.

Saturday night, I did go out looking to get laid - which of course means nothing happened. But something intersting happened Sunday night. I had a couple of guys over, just friends and we were just doing work. We were all on my bed, I was in between the two of them leaning against one with my legs across the other. Just me being silly and of course Jay walked in. My door was wide open and we had books in our hands but I guess he assumed something was going on. Which made me laugh because I had told him about my threesome fetish.

So not much else is going on. I'm back on speaking terms with Jay but I'd say the relationship is near dead. Which sucks because I'm horny and need something hard in me.