Blue Christmas
My Christmas started out pretty good - I got a lot of great presents and even had some fun with my parents.
But tonight, I should've just stayed out home. Instead, I went out with my lover or whatever you want to call him. Actually, it's not like we went out. We just went to some secluded spot to have sex.
After that while we were parked in front of my house talking he said, "there's something I have to tell you." That's never a good sign. It went something like this, "I really like you a lot but I have a girlfriend back at school. And we're pretty serious and I feel really guilty about having sex with you."
He was surprised that I got pissed - he didn't think I had a right to get angry because the first night we had sex this break - we agreed that it would just be a fling with no emotions. Maybe, it's me but I know it's really hard to not get emotionally attached to a person, especially a person I've had feelings for since we dated the first time a few years ago.
But maybe, there's something wrong with me. After I slammed his car door and rushed into my house I called him ten minutes later and said we need to talk again tomorrow night. I'm hoping the talk leads to something more because right now I could be satisfied with just having sex with him.
But tonight, I should've just stayed out home. Instead, I went out with my lover or whatever you want to call him. Actually, it's not like we went out. We just went to some secluded spot to have sex.
After that while we were parked in front of my house talking he said, "there's something I have to tell you." That's never a good sign. It went something like this, "I really like you a lot but I have a girlfriend back at school. And we're pretty serious and I feel really guilty about having sex with you."
He was surprised that I got pissed - he didn't think I had a right to get angry because the first night we had sex this break - we agreed that it would just be a fling with no emotions. Maybe, it's me but I know it's really hard to not get emotionally attached to a person, especially a person I've had feelings for since we dated the first time a few years ago.
But maybe, there's something wrong with me. After I slammed his car door and rushed into my house I called him ten minutes later and said we need to talk again tomorrow night. I'm hoping the talk leads to something more because right now I could be satisfied with just having sex with him.
4 Comments:
Oh my, sex and emotions, emotions and sex ... They remain a tightly intertwined set of experiences, no matter what we think, no matter how much we think we have ‘grown out’ of all this ... Sorry you feel shaken, just follow your heart girl. Dump him if you want to, or use him if you can. Your life and body belong only one person ... Hugs - A
just get fucked and be happy emotions screw things up
I can't get enough of these,
and I know there's a good amount of guys and girls out there that love seeing
pics of this CFNM genre. It's great stuff, especially as it's all REAL, nothing
staged about these pictures whatsoever. Although the strippers are getting paid
money to do what they do, you know that they love the attention these girls are
giving them; plus the girls are having a blast! Good CFNM fun being had all
around!
yes, emotions screw things up.... although they are really nice sometimes
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