Weird night

Tonight was kind of weird. It was the first time, I've really hung out with Jay for a a few days. He's always saying he's too busy...even though he lives almost just across the hallway. But tonight, we went to the cafetria for dinner, then came back to his room. Just hanging out, actually watching a movie, barely even kissing. And it's more than I can take.

When the movie is over, I roll over on top of him. We start kissing, he takes off my jeans. Note that he took off my jeans. It's not long after my pants come off that we're both naked. We have regular sex but I want more. Once he's hard again, I tell him I need anal. He doesn't hesitate. (This is probably another important point).

It was definetly amazing. It felt so good. But after we're done he says he wants to talk. Which is never a good thing. He tells me, that he thinks all I want is sex. Which, is partially true but he goes on to say, that the only time I see him is when I'm horny. Which is true too but I thought it was a too way street. He seemed to be enjoying himself too. And besides, isn't the girl the one who is supposed to be complaining like this.

Anyways, it doesn't take me long to get dressed and the hell out of his room. I'd say it's over and tommrow night I'm going out hunting for a man.

But the worse part is, I just want to go back over to his room and spend one more night with him.